There is alot that I'm going to be talking about to make up for the time I've never posted one up since I started my deviant art account. There might be grammar errors or spelling error because I'm typing this in 2:00 in the morning. Reason why is because I'm on a sugar buzz because of the pizza and mountain dew. MMMMMMM..... tasty. Anyways I just want to rant. MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..................BLARG!!!!!

Summer Vacation:

Usually summer vacation is awesome and there is alot of fun things to do. Until you graduate from high school and have to find a job. And that has been most of my vaction; job searching. I have filled out about 30-40 applications and have none of them have been accepted. Bunch of crap. And because of the job search, I have been with little spending money. I also could not go to Comic-con with my friends(YOU SUCK, YOU LUCKY SOB's). Also wanted to go to Ani-jam, but none of my friends were going. Stupid economy, making things so expensive, and go on a backpacking trip with my dad and a friend of his from Cabo San Lucas, Mexico. The only thing that was good this vacation was seeing Kung-Fu Panda and Batman: Dark Knight; funny and awesome movies.

Alone for Two Weeks:

Even though I said my summer vacation sucked there was a reprieve from my parents. The past two weeks I have been home alone. Its been quiet and boring; for the most part. Still have to do yard work; and water the damn plants. But all and all it was relaxing most of the other time I wasn't doing anything.

Relationships:

Relationships.... Reason why I want to talk about this is because I've recently have heard and said interesting stories about one of my friend's ending relationship and another one about me. My friend was into this really... how should I put it, weird girl. I consider here an emotional roller coaster bitch; and you will agree with me one I finish. As I said, my friend was really into this girl and he would do anything to be with her. He would even ditch our group just to be with her. And they would go to the movies and go to her house; and for those how minds are in the gutter, it was not like that so stop thinking like a perverted prick . He sacrificed alot in order to be with her. Even gave her a necklace that belonged to his grandmother; see how much he cared about her. But was that enough....nooooooo. She complains about not going any place different or that he is lazy. Later she broke up with him and this was her reason: immature and lazy. First off, my friend is going to college, he has a job, and he is not psychotic idiot like her. But he did get the necklace back. I just don't get it. Oh well, he moved on and I don't know about her or don't even care.

The other story is when me and my friend, who I was talking about, we in the car and I was driving to Fashion Fair Mall. Scary and evil place; never want to go there ever again. Anyways we were talking about his break up and I told has was luck that he even had a decent relationship with her. I admit, I have never had a girlfriend before. Want to know the reasons why. Because I'm fat, ugly, or I'm considered a geek or nerd. The other reasons are because the girls I like or either my really close friends, really close friends that have boyfriends, or girls that have no interest in my what so ever. Moving onward from that pity patty talk.

I gave him the story about a girl that met in 7th grade and didn't develop feeling for her until the end of the year in 8th grade. And when I asked her out, she turned me down because she already had a boyfriend; and the boyfriend was really close friend of mine. The sad thing about it was I had a feeling she was going out with him(hahahaha.......sh*******t. At the very end of the year I find out that she broke up with him. Some of my friends from class told me that she like me and I didn't believe them. Turned out that she didn't, but when I was about to ask her out, she had already hooked up with another boyfriend. F**************************************************
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After the story he said what about the girl he recently met. I told him I liked her alot, but she was also really close friend of my since the beginning of elementary school. He said its hard to tell her how you feel with a relationship like that, and I agree with him. But it's hard to be with her because she won't give me the time of day. I admit though that we have been to a few (2-3)times together, but that is pretty much it. I think the thing that his holding me back is that I don't want to ruin the relationship between me and her. I was about to give up on her , but my friend encourage me to keep trying. I know my friend will read this, and I you thank man and if you tell anyone who I'm talking about I'm going to your house and betting you with my shinai or bokken. (I know where you live.....)


To thoughs who have read all this, I'm amazed that you did after my constant bitching.

And who ever wants to put at stupid or mean comments for this journal, I don't give a damn what you think and you can just die.